truth is there
reality is there
it can't be escaped
it's just a matter
of how i want to see it
of how i can perceive it
so far.
it can be joyful.
it can be painful.
it can be both
at the same time
confusing
disconcerting
surreal
heart-wrenching.
you can wish it away
you can numb it away
yet every morning
as you wake up
it is still there
it is still there
it is still there.
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i really didn't write this from the perspective of pain. i wrote it out of the perspective of not liking the circumstances we're in and we try to find other ways... TRUTH will always be there, no matter what. it is a matter of if i really want to see it.
as for what i do when pain is there and it keeps getting worse... i wish i had a clean cut answer... not only for your sake but for mine as well... i do my best to live in the moment and allow healing to happen.
it is hard... and i rather go through it than deny reality and then have all the shit blow up at my face! hang in there... look for people that are safe and will live in the moment with you... run away from those that encourage you not to do so...
TOTALLY makes sense!!! i would suggest for you to keep following that intuition within you to try to make sense out of it and try to figure it out... i don't think we will ever have a "perfect" picture of our lives figured out, but from my experience, the more i get to know myself, the more i can make sense of my circumstances, my reality... and in my case as well, the more i get to know myself, the more i get glimpses of god and understand how and why he created me. just some thoughts...
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