Monday, November 08, 2004

from silence to deafness

that's how the past week has felt like...

i was living life... working at the bucks... and then, more life happened...

i got contacted about 2 jobs i had been looking at... one was an offer, the other the resurrection of a hope.

as i try to figure out what i want, as the lies in my head tell me that "beggers can't be choosers," today i ran away from it all by being under my covers, in that darkness, for an extended period of time...

the silence of the past couple of weeks left giving way to noise so loud that i intentionally became deaf...

huh...

pretty intense week - i'm sure this one brings with it more of the same...

1 comment:

Kristenanne said...

Can we say let us silence your soul with a bottle of wine and the fellow monkey's in your life tomorrow night for Wife Swap, The bachelor and That 70's Show. Are you ready? have a great day off...I hope the noise becomes still or understood