today i feel like i'm in over my head. yesterday i was exhausted. the day before everything was fine. there's no real way of telling how everything will feel like from one minute to the next.
i'm still in the midst of the swirl from moving halfway across the country. one moment i think it was the best decision ever and the next minute i'm wondering what the crap did i "just" do.
i've realized what i want to do in life. i want to create beautiful spaces where god's glory and our glory can shine and grow and transform us. now how do i go about to do that in my context is another question/idea that i'm in the midst of figuring out.
i'm doing my best to live out of who i am without looking into what others expect. i do a fairly decent job (i think!) and every now and then i truly do wonder what will others think when i don't do the "expected".
i'm having a hard time communing with the trinity. it's like it is everywhere and nowhere all at the same time. in the meantime i hang on tight.
in case you were wondering, today my roommates and i finished the third season of 24.
right now we're also making our way through the first season of arrested development.
just finished dan allender's book "to be told." almost done with "the mermaid chair". about to start reading "god's politics: why the right gets it wrong and the left doesn't get it."
i want to write. i want to perform. i want to create. i don't seem to have the energy to go about these.
so much desire and all i want to do is sleep.
father, son, spirit - meet me in my dreams.
some of the things that go on that otherwise you would not be aware of...
2 comments:
i love you and think of you daily. i miss communing with you and our household. perhaps one of these days we will be able to catch up and speak with one another. until that day i continue to love you from afar and pray with the trinity for you.
Kristen
The is no trinity
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